MELODIES

Utterly disappointed

2010-02-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

Since I've quitted my job and it's the end of exams, I am too free.
I've spent whole day at home, not getting anywhere.
Patiently and spending all my time making pouches for people.
From designing to measuring the cloth and sewing, I put in every effort.
Fingers are becoming sore and red and my back's hunching, but I didn't complain.

However, nobody is even asking of me and asking me out for the least bit.
All the while I've been initiating, and getting rejected.
What do people do when I am so lost and alone?
Nothing.

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this world has got no hope, no trust, no believe, no love.

Lunar New Year Day 1

2010-02-14T19:30:00.003+08:00

Happy CNY
& Happy Valentines' Day :)

I hate this CNY.
No oranges, no red packets and no ah gong.
In the usual years, they would stay longer at least.
But this year, they come and go.
I practically have nothing and don't feel like doing anything either.
I want to go out, but why am I alone again.

Quote

2010-02-12T20:54:00.003+08:00

[ 爱为何填不满又掏不空？ ]
Quoted from an ex-schoolmate's msn pm.

Interesting, ain't it? =x

Today is the last official day of school. PROJECTS ALL CLEAR. ^^
I need to work extra hard for the two papers. And CNY is around the corner~ Should plan up a few stuff to do for the next few days since I won't be able to celebrate.

Happy Valentine's Day too. Both occasions fall on the same day. But it won't make any difference. :)

Random :S

2010-02-09T22:57:00.003+08:00

你知道，

刘德华唱的《男人哭吧不是罪》，是2000年由郑则仕、李若彤、严宽、耿乐主演的电视连续剧《奇人奇案》(又名《捉鬼手记》)的主题曲。

让我想起了正在读中学的时候，每天放学我没事，一定会赶回家追看这部重播的剧情。
也让我想起了他。因为，他是我认识的人当中，惟一也看过我小时候看过的节目。当然也包括这部连续剧。

那时在很漫长的夜里，聊得很随机，很久又无聊的话题。可是那时的我们好像都很开心。
不说不知，他和我曾经有很多的共同点。

Officially marks the end

2010-02-06T20:49:00.003+08:00

---

Yesterday, 5 Feb

IDGD Assignment 2 is doneee! :)
Reunion dinner @ Tampines round market with LT, LY, KweeH, Keith, Casper, Serene, Jasky and Octopus.

---

Today, 6 Feb

Shoeboxproj @ Whampoa.
Enjoyed myself. :)
Went with YS and her classmates, and they were friendly.
The kids were nice too. If the place isn't that far from home, I would have considered volunteering there permanently. Father drove me there this morning, if not, I would have been late.

On my way home, junior called and we met up to return uniform together. I felt sour when I saw LY helping both me and junior to do the resignation form. 11 months of memory officially comes to an end. No point to drag further. The more I hold on, the more I am actually torturing myself.

She said she was sad. But some thoughts came up to me: Really? I don't feel wanted to be around and you don't need us to be there. You still have the others. You're having fun yourselves without having 'us' around.

Given I've seen the many outings pictures they took. And because of some incidents that happened before, LY gave me the impression that she's always making assumption instead of clarifying misunderstandings.

Quitting ETP perhaps is a new start. At least, those dozing-off-during-classes days won't happen again and I will have alot more time for myself. The job, I must admit, is the place where I have been trying to divert my attention away from reality for the past 11 months.

---

Little did I expect things to turn out like that.

Before poly started for me, I joined the freshmen orientation, and it really turned out well. It really brought up my mood. Things were exciting and I felt a gush of enthusiasm, anticipated for school to start immediately.

Time passes by fast, and soon my first semester started. I tried to fit in with everyone. I did stuff like getting my classmates to exchange contacts, joining my diploma club and a cca which I thought would be fun.

Maybe, it's always fresh for a start. Then, I don't know what happened. I always tried to put on my best front before people, considering others before myself etc. But, I still get despised. What I get in return is people's change of attitude. Gradually, I found myself running away from everything and everyone, leaving the responsibility behind.

People who passed by in this life. Although I have been calling out to them, they will never appear again.

I am getting worsen each time. My pride, the feeling of wanting to win and the fact that I can no longer focus like how I did in the past is making me breathless. In addition, I am suffering from slight memory loss. I forget alot of things no matter how many times they were repeated. Who knows, what else will surface in the future. I only wish for the better.

What's the point to envy what others have, dwelling on your own mishaps, yet not doing anything about it?

2010-02-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

I realise din't come here for very long.
Hahaha.

I feel like a failure.
Can't do much in projects.
Labs and tests all cannot do.
Don't know how to communicate with people well; seeing them greet each other with such warming welcome. I can only stand aside and see, full of envy.

When I felt cold and lonely, no one was there.
And there's just three person I missed so much.
No longer there.
One dead, the other two are no better than that.
The fact that they are still present around make me suffocate and feel even lonelier.
I only know to walk away when I see them.
I don't know what to do.
Even though at times I keep mumbling to myself their names, I know they won't come by my side.

Lyrics

2010-01-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

《大海》... 张雨生
Video on YouTube.

从那遥远海边,慢慢消失的你,
本来模糊的脸,竟然渐渐清晰.
想要说些什么,又不知从何说起,
只有把它放在心底.
茫然走在海边,看那潮来潮去,
徒劳无功,想把每朵浪花记清,
想要说声爱你,却被吹散在风里.
茫然回头,你在那里.
如果大海能够,唤回曾经的爱.
就让我用一生等待.
如果深情往事,你已不再留恋.
就让它随风飘远.
如果大海能够,带走我的哀愁.
就象带走每条河流.
所有受过的伤,所有流过的泪.
我的爱……
请全部带走.
茫然走在海边,看那潮来潮去,
徒劳无功,想把每朵浪花记清,
想要说声爱你,却被吹散在风里.
茫然回头,你在那里.
如果大海能够,唤回曾经的爱.
就让我用一生等待.
如果深情往事,你已不再留恋.
就让它随风飘远.
如果大海能够,带走我的哀愁.
就象带走每条河流.
所有受过的伤,所有流过的泪.
我的爱……
请全部带走.
如果大海能够,唤回曾经的爱.
就让我用一生等待.
如果深情往事,你已不再留恋.
就让它随风飘远.
如果大海能够,带走我的哀愁.
就象带走每条河流.
所有受过的伤,所有流过的泪.
我的爱……
请全部带走.
一生有你

TP OH 2010

2010-01-10T13:39:00.003+08:00

It was a very fun and new experience helping out as e-guides during the open house. All the visitors I took were fun and easy-going people. Hahaha. As for the cheers they were doing, I still don't really know well. So much better than last year, and I am sure next year will be even better. :D

Craziness

2010-01-03T00:50:00.001+08:00

Spent one bloody hour to do this with Priya.

Belated

2009-12-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

Wow. I guess I really isn't tune to blogging. But anyway, many days passed and many things happened. Tomorrow's again the start of a new school term. :(

25 December - MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

I bought alot of kitkats to my colleagues who worked on both the eve and the actual day. Plus some kinder bueno for only some. Tins of wafer sticks to the sec school hangouts. Hahaha.

Earlier on, about two hours ago, Channel U was featuring this film: The Promise《向日葵的约定》. Just soon after I switched from Channel 8 over to that show, it ended. Oh well, I guess that's my day. And there was another show last week I realised, read about the shows here: Channel U Feature Films.

Goodnight. I shall go back to my school work. :)

Wednesday

2009-12-16T19:01:00.003+08:00

Two weeks of term break. But I guess I'll be working through.

The environment and people have changed. Alot of things have happened too. If I were to share it here, it's gonna be a very long story. Ya, just forget about all the unhappiness. Count the number of days I will left there. Recall and reminisce those good times, which seems to be the puasa days. :)

Bye, there.

Four-leaf clovers represent good luck. I found them one fine day at work. But where is my joy and happiness? Little did I expect that bad things were to happen one after another.

Confused

2009-12-11T23:23:00.003+08:00

I was struggling whether to attend the e-guides camp earlier on. And obviously I didn't. Now I have two more free days. I want to find someone out but ya, I don't know who to ask again. I am starting to doubt on myself, if whatever I do, my emotions and feelings, are right and reasonable. I am totally lost here. If back to the old days, my ah gong will be there listening to me, right? :D

I can't say I have no friends, because I would be doing unfair and unjustice to those who really treat me well, or just a warm smile for a second at least - nothing that really matters. However, whenever I am in need of warm and encouragement, I can't think of anyone whom I can look for.

Currently I am giving this sucky attitude to everyone which I don't even like, thus despising myself even further.

I am a total confusion born into this world.

>< !

2009-12-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

My term-tests have just ended today but I'm still feeling very stress.
Partly because of the family problems after ah gong passed away and at work.
I found myself getting envious of people, and it's getting pretty bad.
I know I shouldn't, but you know, to say is easier than to do. The negative feeling is there.

Ah ma has been digging out the past, even those that happened before I was born. This made me change alot of perspective and thinkings.

At work, recently, I found myself doing back all the old stations, on each and every schedule. Then, people moving up fast, even queueing up to do the last station which I don't get assigned to do. I don't find any sense of achievement anymore like how I used to; when I first started, I always anticipated for the next new station. And there is always this someone who demoralises you - saying please and stuff when they need people, and make you sound like "you are not needed" when they have enough manpower.

Enough for tonight. I'm freaking tired from only 2.5 hours of sleep last night which lasted me for the whole day. I need time to sort out my feelings and thoughts.

Thanks mo-mo for the words of encouragement. =)

2009-12-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

It's been a week.
I can sense that your presence is missing.
Quite like the days you were away in hospital.
But I know, you won't be back, forever.
Whenever I past your room, I would look into the direction where you used to be, now an empty bed.

When I go out, I don't get someone who waves me goodbye - with the anticipation of me returning home early, safe and sound.
The person who feels heartache when I shed a tear and always siding, giving in to me.

Ah gong.
I miss you.

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Now, everything I hear, isn't what I perceived them to be..
I am confused. =/

Goodbye

2009-12-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

公，我爱你。
November 28, 2009 农历十月十二

The Turnabout

2009-11-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

Heyy yo! I'm back here!
I've made a bit of changes for template and clearance of messages at the tagboard.
I was over at wordpress these past months.
If you're interested, do check it out at http://shadowjunior.wordpress.com :D

The wonder of maths.. -.-

2009-02-05T11:58:00.001+08:00

Qns: ∫sin 2x cos 2x dx

From math table, sin 2x = 2 sin x cos x
-> 1/2 sin 2x = sin x cos x
let x be 2x
1/2 sin 2(2x) = sin(2x) cos(2x)
-> 1/2 sin 4x = sin 2x cos 2x [same as question]

Therefore, ∫sin 2x cos 2x dx = 1/2 ∫sin 4x dx
1/2 ∫sin 4x dx = 1/2[1/4 (-cos 4x)] + c
= - 1/8 cos 4x + c

The reasons to forget about the unhappiness.

2009-02-01T02:58:00.002+08:00

The best console whenever you're down,

is when there are people who keep you alive. :D

HOLS!

2008-12-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether I should continue to update here or over at my new blog. Anyway, here I am. -.-

Term test just ended today.
Whee~
And here's my two weeks of holidays! xD

Lyrics

2008-11-16T12:06:00.005+08:00

Tanya - Beautiful Love -
歌手：蔡健雅
原創詞&曲：阿沁

看住时间　别让它再流浪
从前我　太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中　却深深撼动我
一起走着　没说什么　心是满足的

这个世界　随时都要崩塌
我没有　其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了　趁现在我爱着
只想记得　被你抱着　温热的感受

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love's beautiful So Beautiful
我很快乐　你会了解我
我不会再哭泣　是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着　每秒钟
都能证明　一生的美丽

这个世界　随时都要崩塌
我没有　其他的愿望
假如明天将消失了　趁现在我爱着
只想记得　被你抱着　温热的感受

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful
我很快乐　你会了解我
我不会再哭泣　是因为我相信
我们勇敢地爱着　每秒钟
都能证明　一生的美丽

Love's Beautiful So Beautiful

Sunny-day!

2008-11-09T12:28:00.007+08:00

Mood became alot better these few days. :D

Looking forward to the end of this coming week because CCN will be over then, which means I'll be freed from class responsibility. I know it doesn't just end here, but at least the major one will be over right. I really hope everything goes well. And here, I have to thank Estelle for taking the initiative to help me with the preparations.

My relatives will be coming over to celebrate my ah gong's birthday later. But even till now at this age, I never exactly know the exact birthday of his. Every year, they will celebrate at different dates. My ah ma's too. I guess it doesn't matter that much, as long as everybody gets together. ^^

Me. If not, who else?

2008-11-05T21:19:00.005+08:00

salty's - current data-
mood: dejected
stress level: extremely high
interpersonal relationship: lonely
latent hobby: daydream, sighing
entertainment: apollo justice ace attorney
stuff that need to be completed urgently: super lots, school ones
material wants: save enough $, psp, cellphone, new furniture @ home

i'm not even suppose to be here in the first place.
starting to feel sympathetic of myself.
why do things have to happen this way?

& sorry guys. i remember i promised not to post any negative thoughts or comments here.

The Tale of a Snail.

2008-10-31T22:20:00.007+08:00

I know the title sounds ridiculous, but I evolved into a human-snail for today.
Very tired and didn't sleep enough. Few things happened.

One. I had my name recorded for wearing slippers to compprog class. But seriously, I don't feel like wearing covered shoes. The lower part of my body feels so sore and tired from yesterday's work. I told mdm and she understood my problem, but she couldn't give me an exception because I don't have a mc or doctor's letter. LOL. Never mind.

Two. I skipped math lecture. Intended to do some self-revision myself at the usual hideout but, well. My plans never work, or someone will just get something for me to do at the last minute. What to do?

Finally bought my Qmtd book from Sam. Time for real business! D=<
Most engr students get a high three-point-something-something whereas mine barely make it. I don't know how the calculations work. I tried the method I was told during Qmtd lecture, but what I got was 2.83 GPA. Weird.

They had a second round of interview, but ML didn't turn up. He was promised another day. :)

I tried to contact Mr Lo whole day in school to inform him about CCN but to no avail. I guess I'll drop him an email after this.

Better stop here now. No time for this.

2008-10-30T09:18:00.002+08:00

In the end, I still went for the interview...
I did walked to the place on my own accord, but I didn't want to enter the room.
Everything was captured in the security camera. -.-
Bravo.
Okay lah, so what am I supposed to do now?
A bit uneasy, don't know why.
*forget it forget it*
Got a new 'S' shirt (finally) and I have to create a new email (again, it'll be my fourth).

I have work later! Omggg.
I promised myself not to work for at least two weeks.
If I don't start revision, I will be one unit/chapter lag behind.
I still want to pull up my GPA leh.

There was some band thingy at plaza yesterday afternoon.
I saw him when I was at the far end of the crowd but I didn't went up to say hi.
How am I suppose to talk to him?

Lalala

2008-10-28T22:14:00.005+08:00

I don't just do things for the sake of doing. I think I always give in my best to do what I am assigned to, whether I like it or not. Therefore, I may lack the interest which motivates me to work even better on that something. It's very seldom that I'll reject it, because I think that I should at least try.

But now, I think it's a wishful thinking. Since I don't even do as well as I think I can, so why not just pass on the job to others who is definitely up to task. Give them the chances instead and stop being the obstacle.

I typed the above few days ago. That was how I thought, and how I think right now. I really really don't know if I should go for the interview tomorrow. A part of me is telling myself that I can't take up responsibilities, or I'm afraid to do so. I can get stressed up easily even for the smallest little thing.

Eric came over to TP for lunch. Yes, I purposely emphasize on that. And he's so nice, giving me a notebook as my belated birthday present. It's very belated, I know. But it's still something. :D

Had Sociology lecture with -ina and Nad. Hoho. I've got accompany. :D Supposed to buy jeans with LT after school but that gal pangseh-ed me for the 2nd time. *claps* She's my one and only friend who do this to me.

Came home and heard from my ah ma that her eldest brother had just passed away.
Ah ma don't sad...

I'm generally quite happy today, other than the fact that I think I've got some miscommunication with bro. Whenever he's not nice to me, it spoils my entire day.

The end of sem 2 week one.

2008-10-24T20:01:00.005+08:00

A week had passed by yet I still haven't totally switch myself back to study mode. For this sem, almost all the modules are business-related, except PSPS and CompProg. Oh freak, I hope I can really do very well. And as I had written previously, I am taking Sociology as CDS. I don't think I learnt enough, based on the fact that I failed humanities for Os. But actually, I kind of like it from a different approach earlier on when I put it on top of my choicelist, even amazingly, the first.

Super good thing. All my tutors and lecturers are nice people. HAHA. :P Don't feel envious. Though I am really apologetic each time when I feel sleepy during their lessons.. =x Well well, but as you and I, we all know, I am such a good student. It's needless to say that I still kept awake throughout!

These few days are too much cooling, and folks - never go to school without a jacket/sweater/windbreaker, okay?

Bought Sociology textbook today. For Q.method, I haven't make up my mind whether to purchase senior's 2nd hand book which is the older edition from club room, or simply get the new one from bookshop. The new one costs 41 bucks though. And one more question: Should I sell my busfund textbook?

Rainy Day

2008-10-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

It rained for almost the whole day, cooling even without a fan. xD

A lot more books to buy for classes. I'm prepared to start sewing the holes in my pockets. ^^v

During CGINT today, they made a new appointment of the the 3 class committee. WY is the treasurer, KY being the ACR, and lastly, I don't understand why they chose a sotong to be the class rep. She never get anything right lol - and that's me. Upcoming's CCN day and now I am supposed to get an overall discussion with the class on what to do on that day. Should get it going soon, reply to CP by next week.

Feeling a bit stressed up. Can't continue to work anymore, and since I don't feel as good working there as I did after last Saturday's incident. Really want to get committed to studies, school and PC.

New Semester

2008-10-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Back-to-School yesterday! Things went better than I thought, at least I was never alone. :)

Arrived in school early morning to register for CDS, and I received the reply on the same night. Sociology! Hoho.

It's only the 2nd day of school and we already have 3 projects on hand. Still in doubts on how to start though. I'm starting to miss my holidays. T_T There's lot of books to be bought too, money and lots of money.. Econs book already costs me $38.30 and I have yet to purchase Q.mtd's. Oh, and E.Math2 which I bought earlier.

To reveal, week 5, in November will be a busy week. =x

Okay, shall end here. Having quite a lousy mood thus can't think of anything to type.
Good luck to all O-level students!

Sorry, I really don't know why I behaved like that.. I'm so angry with myself. No idea what to do now..

...

2008-10-09T19:06:00.006+08:00

I just visited an ex-schoolmate's blog. Kinda envious of him. Everything seemed smooth and as planned. Most importantly, simple and worry-free. Its like, everyday's funfilled and excitement awaits. He is positive, social and outgoing. He has got the quality and everything that a person would like to have.

I want to be like him too. Can I?

I must be crazy.

Blahhh

2008-10-09T07:28:00.004+08:00

Woke up early to accompany my mom for breakfast at the market. Nothing better to do now so I come here to write this. Feel like going out later so badly but no one to shop with me. T-T

I'm trying to recall the songs that was played on a company's Tuesday's anniversary dinner. They were very familiar, those songs that are usually played in school during events. I've heard them quite a number of times. However, can't remember any words or tune. I have the urge to hear them again but I can do nothing about it.

I can never finish with my revision given current's condition. Either I've to work, or I'm wasting every bit of time. Perhaps it's still better to work. Shifting concentration to something, thus my mind won't go wild.

Being a long story...

2008-10-08T01:48:00.005+08:00

* The following events are dated 07 October as it had just past 12.

It was kind of smooth at work. Instead of those usual wedding dinner, it is a company's anniversary dinner. No rush, no cram.

Bumped into dino pretty lots of times during work, but I guess I was a bit cold towards him. As usual, he called me by the nickname he gave me but I didn't bother to respond. Maybe it was because his girlfriend was present, so I didn't want to be too nice in case of misunderstandings. I may be thinking too much, but no matter how nice a person is, upon seeing your own dear one having some good time with another person, it doesn't feel good right?

My left hand's little finger feels funny. I compared with the one on my right, and I thought it's a bit out of place, or it's swollen. Auntie Lily tried to made it feel better, though it didn't.

Shiawase Neiro - ORANGE RANGE

I spoke very little. Something's up in my mind, but I can't really figure them out.

And, what the heck does this announcement mean?

... Didn't we already submit our application during the June term break? -.-
Some wise people, please show me guidance.

Today and tomorrow are OFF days! Woots. Must finish up Mr Lok's chapter 2 revision soon.

A very-packed OFF day. :D

2008-10-07T12:12:00.008+08:00

Shopped with mom at TM yesterday. She couldn't wear alot of the clothes as she said the sleeves are pretty tight for her. But in the end, she managed to buy a purple top. At least, its not a wasted trip.

Then, I made a trip to school to meet other four persons to discuss on the chalet. I admit I didn't contribute much ideas as my brain wasn't functioning well. -.- We went to Pasir Ris to find WH and to look at the chalet entrance - walked a big round when we could have gotten there easier. x)

Had dinner at the ehub Nihon Mura branch and slacked with bro after his work. Finally, I get to play at the two new playgrounds. Hoho. ^^v

Happened to watch a very old Chinese drama last night. This is the ending song.

Yong Yuan Yong Yuan - Li Yi Jun

- What do you mean by the last few times? I dare not ask further.

Living but dead x-x

2008-10-04T12:21:00.007+08:00

It was the first time I've stayed for turnover. Worked from 2pm to 3am yesterday, and I've only slept for about 5h till just now. Couldn't sleep anymore. -.- I'm still active mentally now but no strength to do anything. Sores on my feet and arms from walking and carrying heavy stuff whole day. I prefer doing set-ups and clear-ups than the function itself. I have no idea how to do my job well. The manager's so professional when I saw him demostrating. Haha. Anyway, something cropped me and J up last night when we partnered. Well, blame no one but myself. Avoid such problems to happen again.

Boo me. T_T
Only two more weeks of holidays to go, and I'm still working more than what I planned initially. I haven't been revising math recently and finish reading my many storybooks too. Hmm, maybe I can stay back after school everyday? =/

I really really don't know what I want.

Public Holiday - Ramadhan

2008-10-01T12:55:00.011+08:00

Today's a public holiday to everyone, but it makes no difference to me. HAHA. =x Everyday except working days are like this: boooredd T-T I want to go to school! After this weekend I'll be rich again. Hoho. Gonna plan what to buy. =/

Oh, speaking of planning, I just thought of the pc chalet. Nobody's discussing anything about it yet. I think I'll just make a list for those to-gets first..

Going to school tomorrow to disturb Mr Lok again. I'm feeling so bad, kept pestering him even though he's busy.

Was out to slack with LT yesterday. I bought a white watch at suntec, and we watched "Connected" at BJ. The movie's not bad. After this, we took train to White Sands and bumped into Sam and Gina. Hoho. Drank the ice-blended coffee at Yat Kun Kaya. :P Will be planning a gathering to Nihon Mura for the girls soon.

Happy Birthday YY!

Did this quiz from Mon's blog.

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.

That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.

Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.

You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.

You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.

You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's Your Element?

Numbeeeerrssss

2008-09-28T02:56:00.009+08:00

Friday.
I lost $40 in my wallet, which I didn't take out from my bag except to get my identification card to exchange for security pass with the guards. Most likely taken by someone while everyone was busy at work. Don't talk about this anymore.
Lesson learnt - never bring too much money out.

Saturday.
Happy birthday Marcus!
The 7 of us went to Nihon Mura at Tampines Swimming Complex for lunch. Daven, SH and XJ couldn't join us. This picture was taken by YS, taken from her blog.

Well, I poured the soya sauce into two different saucer and I was trying to find out why pouring one way dripped but not the other. =/ End conclusion was that, one side had a small leak.

As YS had said in her blog, we played 'zhong ji mi ma'. Bento got forfeited the most number of times - 4, 3 for me, 2 for Marcus, 1 for YS and XX each while Daryl was the lucky chap with no penalty at all. -.-

Met up with Mon, Sam and her classmates and JY for Funan later before heading to work. The two buildings are just across a street. Haha.

This week's work finally ended. Next shedule is on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. :D
Booked two days of work for HP. I've discussed with J that we're still gonna work even when school starts. Yay. I love her and Alice my sister at work. :D

Okay I'm not showing any favourism here. I still love everyone alright. xP

Hee

2008-09-23T11:30:00.004+08:00

I just got my own name tag yesterday!
But I'll miss my trainee badge. T-T
Everyday is a happy and fruitful day.

Oh yea, and I've started to love my job. \(^o^)/ Whee~
I'm recording down daily on how much I'll earn during this holiday. $_$

Hope everybody are doing fine. :D:D:D

The affections :D

2008-09-19T20:48:00.008+08:00

I can't wait for the new school semester to start. I actually feel reluctant to work already. But you know, time really goes faster when working. Hehe. Plus I really want to save lotsss of 'moo-lah' for the things I want, and to get something for my friends and family. :)

Ahh. But I can't wait to learn new stuff, to know my new lecturers and tutors. Although I don't really look forward to classes, somehow I missed seeing my classmates. HAHA. -.- It would be nice if I can meet up more often with the PC people and get to see those I miss too. ><

Well, it's one more month.

And did I tell you I planned to study math at home during the holidays, work less? However, I realise that this cannot work:
- stuffy hot weather for at least 2 days!
- no motivation at home, as usual
- I'll be blessed if I could understand what the fish the textbook is saying. Mr Lok's notes are so-much-much understandable by idiots like me.

Finally, I've decided to shedule back some work. HAHA.

What have I been doing then? Watching my sister play WoW [she's reaching the max - level 70 soon -.-], giving my mouth the task of something to chew or drink on. Oh, and to sleep! These are also consider busy okay.

New plan. For the rest of the holidays, I shall work about 2-3 days per week. During the free days, I shall be good to study in school or at home. But if I'm asked out, of course I will go. ;D

Cooking Master Boy

T-T

2008-09-17T13:10:00.006+08:00

Earned quite alot of allowance. I spent alot too, but haven't even buy anything for myself. Instead, they are birthday presents for 2 friends. -.- Maybe I should lower my budget, but I must buy something better right, since I didn't really get anything good for them for the past many years. I should book more shedule for work. T-T

Cooked bento curry just now. Hehehe it's quite a success.

Yesterday. Went PRSS and to TP with Mon. Gotten my math2 textbook from Gordon, and chapter 1 notes from Mr Lok. I should start working hard already. Then, we went TM to get HP a bracelet for present and I went back to PRSS for CO again. Didn't stay for long as they finished stock checking. Where did my zhonghu go...?

:D

2008-09-13T00:12:00.003+08:00

It's a happy day. I gave up working at the banquet tonight for PC's event. Though I didn't earn that 30 bucks as I was supposed to, but I really enjoyed myself with the company again. It's not everytime that we get the chance to do the system for an event right? x)

But unfortunately, I realised. I forgot almost everything that bro taught me before. I feel such a letdown. Sorry. T-T He really spent a great deal of effort teaching me and this was the gratitude I've shown. :(

'Bento', SH and XX got their crew tee! Congrats!

Quite a number of old folks were brought to show by CSC. Hehe. It wasn't what I expected. I thought the school will be open to public and all ages would come.

Feeling very tired now. I can't wait for tomorrow to end so I will have my break again.. Still wondering if I should book more work shedule for next weekend.

T_T

2008-09-11T11:44:00.003+08:00

Received this yesterday. Oh well..

Business Fundamentals D+
Writing and Oral Presentation B
EFFCOM B
Engineering Drawing B+
Engineering Fundamentals A
Engineering Mathematics 1 B+
APEL 1 Pass

GPA: 3.09

I was watching some MVs since just now. Here's the few.

胡歌-告訴他,我愛她

胡歌 - 逍遙嘆

少年楊家將片尾曲 - 二十年
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/KQzO9LQSPCw/

少年杨家将 - 诀别诗
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/K8Z3_rXCl3M/

少年杨家将之拂袖
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/K3r5k5-4lhQ/

Anxiety

2008-09-09T15:10:00.004+08:00

OMGGG..! Tomorrow will be the release of examination results through sms! *anxious*
Having decreasing confidence level. T-T

[For ENG students ONLY] - Remedial Lessons for students taking Supplementary Examination in September 2008 Published on: 09/09/2008

Dear students,

The supplementary examination will be held from 18 September to 24 September 2008. Remedial lessons for some subjects offered by School of Engineering have been planned for students who will be sitting for the supplementary examinations in September 2008.

Remedial schedule can be referred to: Academic Matters notice board (EN18, level3) or TP website at http://www-eng.tp.edu.sg/eng_home/eng_news_events.htm

Note:
1. Release of Main Exam Results: 11 Sep (Thur) 2008
2. Period of Remedial Lesson: 12 Sep (Fri) to 17 Sep (Wed) 2008
3. Supplementary Exam Period: 18 Sep (Thur) to 24 Sep (Wed) 2008
4. Release of Supplementary Results: 2 Oct (Thur) 2008
5. Review of Exam Scripts (Supp Exam): 2 Oct (Thur) to 8 Oct (Wed) 2008
6. For all other subjects offered by other schools, please refer to the respective schools for their remedial schedules.

Canceling this Friday's work for school event. Hehe. Feeling so happy, now that I don't have to work for consecutive 5 days. And last night, those who were online discussed about the chalet. So, settled with this currently...

Aloha Changi chalet - H
13 Oct -15 Oct

Spent a long loong time thinking for my gunbound character id last night. So decided 'shadowjovial'. Hehe. Please add me if you've read this. x)

Looking forward to school reopen. I really don't want to waste time or to work anymore.. :(

Tired...

2008-09-08T17:57:00.003+08:00

But I survived! Next, endure from this Wednesday to Sunday. After this week I shall take a long long rest! Planning to study e.Math during the rest of the holidays so to get myself prepared for school next semester. xD

:(

2008-09-01T21:25:00.005+08:00

Salty is feeling very sad and hurt, and she doesn't really know why...
At least, she read the book "Mr. Happy" last night. =]
Though it didn't really help much...

She's constraining her emotions and feelings.
Her friends are becoming more like strangers to her. Some whom she used to be familiar with and close to, no more. What happened exactly, and since when did she feel of repelling everything, becoming more pessimistic?

The girl isn't quite looking forward to her job this weekend, as usual. However, she'll still work there for almost all weekends during this holiday, supposedly. If others can do it, why can't she? And she's going to gain more experience to excel, sharpening her service skills.

Emotion-less Day

2008-08-31T22:36:00.005+08:00

Quote from
Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations
Episode Four: Turnabout Beginnings

No matter how tough, how bitter the memories...
they always fade over time. Then you file them away and eventually forget them...

Bought a pair of knee-length shorts and working skirt today with my mom. However, the shorts isn't the kind I really wanted. Never mind.. EAT LESS EXERCISE MORE! Motivated to go on diet! =x

Update about yesterday. Mon, YS and I visited LT house and watched Korean horror movie "Wig". Then, went steamboat with SH, XX, ML, Bj and D. At first we thought of having it at Bugis, but the shop was full house. Thus, we boarded the free shuttle to its new branch located at Joo Chiat. Well, I don't really like the location as we really could see many "red lights" along the street. After dining, we walked towards Marine Parade to take bus to XJ's house. On the way, we bought a choc birthday cake for her. x) Celebrated her birthday at her doorstep.
Sorry XJ, to wake you up in your sleep even though you're sick.. ><

:]

2008-08-29T19:24:00.009+08:00

Feeling apologetic and thankful to LT, Mon, YS and Mr Lok. Hehehe.

It was Teachers' Day celebration. YS and I went back but we didn't look for any teachers. =x We went canteen. YS ate rice, and we had free drinks from the drink stall auntie and uncle. Thanks! :D

Walked to S11 to have my lunch. I ate alot - fried wanton noodles and pancake. I wasn't still hungry after the noodles, but since I was there, I thought I should just get the pancake. HAHA. =x

Next, we went TP library to watch a horror movie titled "Haunted Apartments". Some parts of the show we thought, didn't link together. =/

We took turns around CS while having our ice-cream. It's the first time I bought myself oreo McFlurry. Mwahaha. I know I should cut down on spending so much due to the over-expenditure recently. x)

Then, we met up with Mon and visited her house. They two were having fun taking pictures of Mon's boy while I... Guess I only drank a cup of water and slept through. I always feel sleepy when I ain't in good mood, and the weather's a temptation.

I'm finding all ways to make myself happy again, that's why I've been spending money and keep eating.. :)

Hmmm...

2008-08-28T21:47:00.008+08:00

I have a very uninteresting life. x)
Reaaally! T-T

Since Monday, I've been wasting every minute away.
But still good cause I got LT to accompany me on Tue and today.
HAHA.
We spent alot of money together though.. :(
Well, being happy is the main thing. :D:D

Gonna find a job, or I should work at the banquet.
- but I haven't bought myself suitable skirts and shoes!

IT fair these few days, but I'm still not in the mood to get a lappie. =/
Omg lah, it's only available every few months.
If I missed this, when will I eventually get myself a lappie?
I thought, I can save up the money for the time being, then get one when I really need it. By that time, I should have higher budget for it.

I want to get a new phone! W980i! 8GB memory.. @@
Argh, but another year to get a new plan.
Endure endure endure!
Or can I just purchase for the phone?
Not that rich to afford, so I shouldn't even be considering this.
Very envious of those rich kids whose parents can buy for them. T-T

Bro's becoming like a stranger ever since study week began.
I feel like a dummy sending some nonsensical messages that nobody understand.
Feeling a little hurt. :(
Okay, it's very.
Trying not to be bothered anymore.

FREEDOM

2008-08-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

TODAY MARKS THE END OF EXAM & SEMESTER!
Weee~

:D

2008-08-22T01:28:00.005+08:00

I feel alot better now as compared to the last few days.
Will things get better?

Engrfund paper later, and I know how to do most of the topics already. Kinda confident for this paper, but I still need a little more readup and practices, so I shan't sleep early tonight.
Good luck to me and everyone having paper tomorrow.

Happy belated birthday to Eric!
PS. The first digit of your age had just been upgraded. HAHA.

Study Week

2008-08-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

Yeah, 4 more days to exam. *faint*

At first I thought I'd be studying alone in school, but bro just happened to went hiding and he appeared in front of me at our usual place. LOL. HP came TP to find me too, and I passed her my POA Control Accounts notes. And after this was the 'messy bus ride' to Tamp int. Haha, not going to continue on this.

Mr. Lok gave me this link. http://www.teachersday.sg/
It's all the written 6-words messages from the students to show their appreciation to their teachers. Kinda cool right? :)

He suggested on using ASTC to form the message. Here's my version, but I didn't post it though:

For Mr. Lok who's teaching e.math in TP..
You Added Simplicity To Complexity. Thanks! :D

Stress

2008-08-18T01:39:00.006+08:00

Changed new template. The colour combination appears to have some peaceful effect. :)

Something wrong with photobucket, I can't seem to log in at all. I'll try uploading the picture and background for this template again tomorrow.

Felt gloomy and bad since the past few weeks. I don't know why and can't help it.

It's the study week. Friday's the 1st paper, and following Monday will be the 2nd and 3rd. I'm so stressed up already. There's still quite a number of topics which I can't really do. Unable to study at home, so I'm gonna camp in school everyday. Hopefully I'll have accompany.. T-T

Sorry WG...

Random

2008-08-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

This is so soo sooo sad. Notice the part where the guy asked the girl out.

T-T omgomgomggg.
She thought he would mind on her physical disability.

National Day

2008-08-09T20:42:00.011+08:00

Another week just passed. Exams are drawing near. T-T

I know who are my friends, and who are those whom I shouldn't even be bothered with. Sounds great? :D I'm not going through all the happenings of this week. I know I'm getting older but not yet to be an auntie right. Hee. I had fun most of the time.

LT accompanied me for about 2.5h on one of my worst days of the week - Tuesday. Es, ZY and KY made me feel that going to classes weren't that horrible afterall. Bro and WG practically lighted up my 'empty spaces' for me. Ms Sudha kind and encouraging smile, Mr Goh and Mr Lee's entertaining drawing class, Mr Lok's cold but interesting and fruitful tutorial classes... I couldn't possibly be asking for more. Must learn to be contented. o (^ ^) o

By the way, read this if you're free. A Chinese article though.
http://article.rongshuxia.com/viewart.rs?aid=95244

Heard this song when I was at East Point Popular with LT last night.

《秘密》

黎瑞恩
词曲陈子鸿

好想告诉你这熟悉的雨季
最适合在深夜想你
想你温柔眼睛想你专注神情想念你甜言蜜语

好想问问你今天的心情
才想起你早已远离
却又发现自己仍活在回忆里以为身旁还有你

如果这一生我们爱不够
来生你千万认得我

如果这一生我给得不够
来生给你所有的我

就把你深深藏在我心中
一辈子再也不对别人说
说我曾经爱过你我曾经为你笑过哭过

就把你深深藏在我心中
一辈子再也不对别人说
就算他日再相遇也笑著与你擦肩而过

My 17th year living on Earth [Part 2]

2008-08-01T02:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself!
Although I still can't afford and promise myself a gift this year.. :(

Love everyone. :D:D:D
My main wish is..
everyone to be happy and successful in everything you do.

Don't let me down okay.. :)

My 17th year living on Earth [Part 1]

2008-07-31T21:19:00.001+08:00

This whole week.

Monday 28/07
Studied with bro in school library after school. But I could tell that he didn't really absorb much, simply just to accompany me. He gave me a necklace for my coming birthday. :]
I learnt a little more on engrfund today, and it's the first time I've spent so much on snacks in Cheers. -.-

Tuesday 29/07
Bizfund quiz. I think I won't die that badly for it, but surely won't do well.

Screwed up my oral presentation. Well, just forget totally about it. I waited for bro and WG after school. Attended the ladies at EN10-6 and encountered something strange. x-x Didn't feel good overall for the day. Thanks WG and bro for the better times of the day. :D

Had dinner with bro later on. We didn't know where and what to eat, ended up having cooked food in my neighbourhood.

Wednesday 30/07
I thought it should be alright. Indeed! :D
Mon, LT and YS specially meet me in TP to pass me presents!

Not to mention on my engrfund quiz. =x
Had McSpicy for lunch, with G1, WY and S. Met up with Mon at the bridge before we went to find bro together. When Mon just alighted, WY boarded the same bus. Wow, so coincidence. Mon, Anyway, after the gathering, we went Mensa as YS and Mon had their lunch. I ate my mini mango cake too - LT brought specially from Woodlands. Delicious, but melted when I tried to pick it up. T-T Used a spoon to scoop it up heh.

Thursday 31/07
Quite alright. Didn't feel the least bit bonded with the class though. Stayed away from this 'gal', which for no reason why.. :( Lent my camera to WY. And I love Estelle again. HAHA. :P

Pictures of the prezzies I've received of current. Thanks guys and gals!
Sorry for making you all spend on me. I really appreciate and love them!

From bro.

The mango cake from fourleaves. LT brought to TP from Woodlands.

The presents, which the 3 girls gave me, in the carriers.

Everything in place. :]

The next 3 days will be working days! ROAR! Money money! $_$
PS. LT buys 'poo' with money! Hee.

Fulfilling DREAMS

2008-07-27T21:10:00.005+08:00

It had been a few days since I last spent a decent time infront of the computer. My studies still cannot make it though. Plus it's a quiz week, omg.

The DREAMS concert for last week went almost successfully, other than the technical problem we faced when the video was screened. 21 July - 25 July. :D:D Really happy working with everyone. It's my first indoor major show! Anyway,
- I've got a new love - curtains! However, wires are still my first love.
- My first time speaking through intercom!
- I'll miss chasing after X2 for the lame things he does. x)

I'll just state these.

And for the moment, I want the ability to understand all my school work. :(
*** Me wishes,
- XJ to be very very happy. :]
- bro to work lesser so he'll not tire himself.
- all the worries and misfortunes to stay away from my friends and close ones.

Yesterday's banquet job went out quite smooth. But I don't know why I always feel uncomfortable and uneasy when I'm at it. Haha. Just hope the travel fair one will be as good as last time's, and Isalina could join me, I don't want to work alone. :(

2008-07-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

Monday was the start of the Dreams Concert week. Actual show will be on Friday. :D
And every week, Tuesday will be the heaviest and stressful one. After wrtoral, everyone'd just sigh a looooong heavy relief. Hahaha. Anyway, I'm really looking forward to PC everyday. =x

Bored

2008-07-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

Stayed at home for the whole day. No activities. I'm bored. Slept and slept. The only time I remembered I was conscious for the day was the 1~2h around lunch time. Obviously, I didn't do any work today. So I shall stay up whole night since I over-slept too much. E coming over to help me with my studies, so glad. :D Looking forward to her arrival. It's been really looooong since I last seen her.

Making tomorrow an enjoyable one. :]

Overjoyed :D:D:D

2008-07-18T23:03:00.008+08:00

I'm happy, really really happy. :D

Finally able to reach school early on a Friday morning. Classes went smoothly for me:

- Punctual for Math lecture. Know what was being taught [though I don't fully understand, because I haven't start memorising the rules] . Two chapters lag behind. Oh well.

- Got to know last week effcom's reading test's results. 17/20. Doesn't seem too bad huh? Ms Ling was encouraging me to keep up the good work and to do well for other subjects. I'm starting to like this teacher though she only took over the class 2 weeks ago.

- Engrdrawg test. Super 'shiok' lol. I completed my work within half an hour. I believe I was the first to complete, first to print it, and first to leave the lab. Hohoho.

After that, I meet YS at the library and we had our lunch at Mensa 2, before we paid a visit to PRSS with MJ to collect their certs and testi. Then, three of us went and toured TP. After 5 o'clock, MJ took bus home, YS and I headed for S' house. They had a phototaking session for S, G and M's dollfies. Meanwhile, G had her tuition with S' classmate. Don't think she could concentrate with us being so noisy around. x)

Played around with the dollfies' wigs on the piglet I gave S on one of her birthdays. :)

& Happy Birthday Beanie!

Bleah

2008-07-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

Forgot to post on this...

The greatest joke of all times!
Green Tea, mint & peppermint.
Plus the culprit WG!
Mwahahahahaha!! - xD xD xD

2008-07-17T17:16:00.012+08:00

YS! My last post was dated less than a week ago!
Hello! I'm here because.. I'm not feeling good. Okay, must smile - SMILE no matter what. :D I'm begining to dislike every Thursday. Well, I shall update what happened.

Early morning first lesson, during Math tutorial, we got back our quiz results. I got the lowest again. 12/20. Wasn't my best shot, and I'm still not giving up. :) I'm going to make sure I'll get straight As for all the subjects of main exam. Next is the 3h of engrfund lessons - 1h lecture and 2h lab. Lecture was still alright, but for lab, I sat alone again. I hate this feeling but can't help it. At least, I wandered around most of the time other than doing my work. I forced myself to think of the solutions to the questions and instructions, how to do, what and where to plug in etc. That helped a bit. :) Lab session ended early, thus I went with a few classmates to Tampines int for lunch and had ours in a foodcourt of CS. I ate the baked curry chicken rice. Pretty delicious and tastes like normal jap bento, but I still prefered the version we gals prepared at M's house. :P

Next two weeks are pretty packed. PC is everyday for next week, until at night each day. For the week after next, formal clothes are required on wrtorial lesson for the oral presentation. Lastly, on the same week, I'm gonna work during the 3 days weekends full-time. I wonder if anyone would remember what's on the Friday. :) So for these few days, I will try to catch up with school work so not to tire myself. I really love being busy - it gives a sense of satisfaction and a better time management, I thought.

Lin You Jia's Yoga concert starts 4pm at TCC, but I ain't involve. Haha.

And today, I was so blur. Went back to school with clothes I'm comfortable with but felt super weird of. Then, just when I started reading my engrfund notes in the library, I realised I didn't bring my darling wallet and calculator along, plus the handphone charger I promised myself to bring for charging my phone as I thought I would stay until later in school. Just after an hour, I came home cause I really felt uncomfortable without these.

Here's a brief of my yesterday. Went Ikea and Giant with G(1) and WY. Had our lunch which is 2 hotdog breads each. Heh. Refillable drinks :P Headed back to school to meet G(2) for PC shirt he told me to get from him, but bro and WH came along too, for a wire cleaning session. The fun thing was, I managed to get JH and WG there too. :D Before I was handed the shirt, bro gave me this serious interview. I was feeling so.. soo.. not good then. But I know he meant well. :)

Going for a jog now. :D Been very long since I last had it.

2008-07-13T06:01:00.002+08:00

WG told me to blog so I blog. LOL.
Well, I posted something yesterday at 5am so it's 6am for today. :)
Of course I slept for a few hours before I woke up to come online.

Aim for today is to complete wrtorial completely and do revision for bizfund, emath and engrfund. Hopefully I will know how to do those questions. Perhaps I'll post again later in the day on what I've done.

Off to sleep again. :D

2008-07-12T05:03:00.002+08:00

Now it's 5am. I didn't stay up whole night, but just woke up at around 3.30am okay! :P
Headache but in quite good mood since yesterday. :)

2008-07-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH..!!

Sorry, I have nowhere to vent my frustrations. Mood swing I guess.
As you can see, I wasn't in any better mood since yesterday.

It isn't a fine day today, well, except the fact that it's quite cooling now. I experienced the depressed feeling again during E.Fund lab session - helpless and alone. Thanks Estelle for making my day. :D

What's happening? I really want to stay happy and cheerful everyday.

2008-07-09T19:25:00.003+08:00

Yoga ticketing day at plaza. Managed to help-out for this as a crowd controller at Business School entrance. Hahaha. I was actually kind of looking forward to today, but don't know why...

Days and events which I always look forward to don't come out what I actually intend them to be. To simplify, I don't feel quite happy today. Main reason cause I couldn't talk alot. And why? Lol, that's the question I want to ask myself.

Bro appeared but I have nothing to talk to him again. I really want to have unlimited topics and subjects to chat about... :( Feel like total strangers.

After the distribution of tickets, we moved back to Art Space and spent some time there, more like slacking. Haha. Then, we cleared and left the place. Bro bid everyone goodbye, and went off first without even bothering about me, with the rest of us went to take a look at SU notice board. Grats Isalina for getting into the sub-comm! Headed design canteen for my lovely fish&chips while SH had her chicken chop. Stayed there for a while before leaving for bus-stop. Took same bus with this gal home. Haha.

Thanks WG for accompanying me throughout. :D

2008-07-06T22:01:00.007+08:00

Yooo! I'm back after.. for about three weeks? Heh.
Received some complains for not posting anything during this period of time. =x

Well, PC camp and Bizen camp were fun. :D
19th, 20th, 21st June. I'll remember these dates.

The even days of this week, week 10, I had enjoyable time with the three seniors.
D taught me all that I should know. And now he's my bro. :D:D:D
I'm still trying hard to get everything into my head okay!
I don't want to disappoint my dear bro.
---
And what else? Hmm. Fyrhto workshop on 28th June!
Both XJ and me only went for the nightwalk, but it was good enough.
We grouped together with JH and WG.
It was well planned, but something went amiss thus we couldn't continue playing. :(
I heard the blue bag which E was supposed to be in, torn open when it wasn't suppose to.

4th July.
JH's birthday! Me, D and him went Ajisen for a dinner treat. M joined us later at TM.
M and I accompanied JH to the Fyrhto chalet and M bought a cake there.
We sang him birthday song. :]

5th July
Slept whole day. Serve me right for not going out with the gals.

6th July - TODAY!
Okay I've thought through and I joined them at the cosfest event @ Downtown.
S and her friends were SUPER late lol. But meanwhile, M, LT and I walked around and had some chat at eHub. :] M brought her doll along.

That's all. Back to wrtorial oral and Bizfund ppt.
Tuesday is the day for me to perform, to show who I am and wasn't way before.
I promised myself to give in my best. Yes, I can do it.

2008-06-18T17:04:00.004+08:00

Mother's birthday. Haven't get anything for her; buying a small cake later for her breakfast tomorrow.

PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. T-T

Yesterday's class chalet wasn't what I expected. Nothing much [yeah really there was nothing much to do there], I feel they had planned some wrong activities. Almost the whole time, whoever stayed did were to watch TV and some barbecuing.

Packing my bag for camp.

That's all. Bored.

2008-06-15T16:55:00.004+08:00

Another recommendation!
Just finished watching with my mom and sis a wonderful Jap drama
- Gokusen 极道鲜师 II!
:D:D
It's the 2nd series.
[My sis rented the CDs, she said series one weren't available.]
Read about this blog entry and dramawiki.

Happy Father's Day!
& welcoming the 2nd week of holiday!

2008-06-14T13:45:00.003+08:00

Took my O-level cert and testimonial with Gracie yesterday, after the tour in TP. I actually have no intention to get mine at all in the first place, but since she wanted to, so I just took mine while convenient. When I reached home at around late 4-plus, I was quite fascinated to see that my clothes arrived. Uhm, maybe not quite. A hooded top which I really looked forward to wasn't among the package. Oh well..

Watched 'Wishing Stairs' last night!

Being online is so boring. I practically have nothing else to do these days. E and MC both got enlisted in army, less two persons to disturb at night. Sigh :( never mind, I still have others! :D *Cheering myself up a little. *

And I know I should be completing my Bizfund project and Wrtorial, but I'm totally not motivated. It's supposed to be a holiday, to go out with friends, enjoy and such. However, I nearly declined all the offers planned these few days. Holiday spoilt by my mood. Here goes my first week. Hope for the second week to be a good one.

My prayers, hopes and wishes during this holiday:
1. Not to flunk too badly for my Bizfund test, other papers to do well.
2. Good time management! No more slacking!
3. Finish up the only two holiday assignments soon.
4. Complicating stuff to be left aside.
5. Enjoy my camp and class chalet.
6. Love everyone more, less emotional.

That's all I guess. Gonna rush to watch Kungfu Panda with WY and LT! ;D

2008-06-12T12:44:00.006+08:00

Accompanied YS to Lakeside yesterday, and we took the train, sat from the 2nd station of the East to the 2nd station of the West, back and forth. It was the first time I've been there. ^^v

Pictures aren't really that clear using my phone's camera. Still, better than nothing. x)

Taken from the mailbox at the block where we visited.
I took a picture of the lake from across the road using YS' camera. I'll upload it another time. When we were on the return train, then I realised I forgot to take the 'Lakeside' MRT sign. :(

After that, I went to sec school. CO is having a camp and NPCC jointly had a campfire event. [that's my assumption]

I happened to hear this from a blog which I randomly stumbled upon to.

Perhaps, anntonii.BS, when you're free. :)

2008-06-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

If I remember correctly, this is the song which I have been looking for a very long time. x)

《放生》范逸臣

2008-06-10T15:42:00.002+08:00

I love movieeeees!

Watched The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian with LT yesterday. The movie is still as fantastic as the first one, so Joan recommend all of you to watch! You can catch the trailers of this 2nd movie at the official website first if you want. And, don't worry if you didn't catch the first movie. Watch with a friend who had watched the 1st movie before, read up on the story or catch some movie reviews on the net. But I think renting the discs at least should do better. :D

Here's the official website.
http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/narnia/

Catching Indiana Jones and Kungfu Panda next. Guess I'll rent the DVDs instead. :(

2008-06-07T20:06:00.006+08:00

At first planned an ECP outing, but `cause of the rain, we cancelled the event after Mon got her bag from Yellow. Anyway, we bought ingredients then headed to Mon's house and cooked Bento for our dinner! :P Unexpected delicious. One of the two onions we put was blended into its watery form. But overall, the food still tastes well. I forgot to take picture of it. >< Well, next time perhaps. ;D
请拭目以待 ~

Hooked up on Li Sheng Jie's and Gareth Gates' songs recently. Hohoho.

I'm not going to flood this post with imeem players, so do look up on these songs if you're interested. Li Sheng Jie's. :D Guan Yu Qing Ge 关于情歌, Wo Dong Le Ta 我懂了她, Bu Gu Yi Qie De Ai 不顾一切的爱.

2008-06-05T22:42:00.012+08:00

Well, this post is dedicated to all my dear friends.

I love you all! :D:D

Sorry for being so emotional these few days. I'm not sure why I behaved this way too. Thanks for being so supportive, by my side or at least a message left whenever I need them.

This week is a term-test week. Screwed. x-x Don't talk about them already.
I'll work very hard for the rest of the papers. D=<
* Business! Beware of me! I will learn to like you!

Oh, and now, it's the long anticipated 2 weeks term-break! Gonna find something better to do. :) This holiday, there's class(K804) chalet, PC camp, Bizen camp and Z's stayover! Hohoho. x)

Here's the spoiler though - to complete Bizfund proj and wrtorial. :(

2008-05-25T13:47:00.005+08:00

Didn't feel good for the whole of this week. But sure, this coming days will be better, right? :)
I have to myself stay positive, I really don't want my mood to affect anyone, which always seem to be the case.

Sorry G, for sending you those emotional messages.
Anyway, I'm going to practise this habit of turning off my phone whenever I'm at home but only to turn it on for the alarm to work every morning. Reason wise is to control my usage, and partly 'cause I don't think much people need to contact me all the time, right? Isolating whenever possible. Can I not go school if I choose not to?

Term tests are around the corner. But I still have lots of things that I don't understand. I want to work hard but I don't have the will. Where is the enthusiasm I've had at the start of school? Gone, just after a month. I'm so dead meat.

是我的错觉吗？我总觉得我和班上的大家的个性与想法完全不同，一种说不出的理由。照理上应当是不容易相处的吧。

And it's been a month. I still don't feel belonged to. Maybe this is the reason. I see Samantha, YS and Huiping all happily attend school everyday. I'm envious. Well, just get things right is what I'm needed to. I don't know. I don't want to care either.

2008-05-12T01:46:00.001+08:00

Source: http://zhidao.baidu.com/
歌曲：死性不改
歌手：boy'z/twins 专辑：一起喝采

twins:再见了
我的宠爱
谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱
不愿看着我离开

同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

boy'z:我怕可一不可再
难道你被爱都有害
我确信天真不会错
威力会移山填海
同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我

合:人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

2008-05-11T13:38:00.004+08:00

I'm not going to blog much nowadays as I'm still coping with my school work. -.-
No time for other stuff. *wink*
Getting so restless already. T-T

Goals and wishes for this week.
- I hope me and friends whom I met on the Friday tryout night will all get into PC.
I really like the CCA lol. Many years of on-stage is motivating me to get the experience of becoming a backstage crew. :)
- And then, I hope my class to be more bonded, not in cliques here and there.
- Better understanding of all my school work. I won't lose out! ;D
Everyone must work hard too!
- No more worry about what to wear to school everyday!
- Everyday to be cooling like these two days.
- More takoyaki and soup!

Last but not least,
Happy Mommys' Day! :D:D

I bought a tee-shirt for my mom at I.P.zone with LT's accompany last night. More for my style, but I guess my mom should okay with it. =x

2008-04-29T00:38:00.004+08:00

Hohoho.
Feeling very lazy to blog recently.
School is still good I should say.
Well, I'll just post about "today" (past 12am).

The puppie for Eric was attending Biz Fund lecture! Okay, I purposely put it to sit at the empty seat beside Gary cos he was helping me to babysit it whole while long. :D Haha. And I purposely left my organiser, pencil and eraser in front of it.

2008-04-19T22:45:00.009+08:00

Engineering School had orientation from Wednesday to Friday. Every schools have different date and period. Hohoho..~

So, I thought it was alright, but FOC camp was still better. I thought maybe it was because those who signed up for the camp was more enthusiastic and everyone really mixed around. In this case, for most of them, they did gave me a feeling that they prefer to look for a "comfort zone", and settle down with that group.

On the last day which was Friday - yesterday, they had this inter-school race or I don't know what was it call. Pictures taken. Heh heh.

This was so memorable lol. I held on to it and made lots of noises. xD

Ah, yes. Don't you see the engineers leading? :P

One of the games they played. Similar to the inter-class talent time event that PRSS used to have during Sports Day.

The regatta race. How did the business school keep winning? I wonder.

Today! :D:D
We have FOW/C outing @ Sentosa!

XJ and I took bus 65 from Tampines interchange to VivoCity, then took the monorail there. On the train, we were chit-chatting till we forgot to alight at the Beach Station. And this other bunch of people from FOW were looking and talking about us. Okay it was kinda embarrassing. =x But then, we had some fun intro and chat with another group of FOW people when they boarded the train at Beach Station. The first sentence that came from the guy was "I bet everyone on this train was from FOW". XJ replied "no from camp". Hahaha, the prelude was so unexpected right?
Took a lot of pictures but I only put this cos I like this best.

Thanks Eric for lending me his camera! 3 cheers for him!
hippie hooray, hippie hooray, hippie HURRAY!

2008-04-14T21:02:00.009+08:00

yipee hurray! yipee hurray!

Back from TP FOC camp! That was so much fun, especially on the 2nd and 3rd day!

I was from FYRHTO empire, sub-empire Fyrhtnox!

I love this song!
It is one of the two songs for our mass dance. :D

I can't recall much for what we did on the first day. What I could remember was, we simply did normal games, learnt some cheers and tried to mix around. We had station games, but due to the drizzle, we stayed in school instead of heading for Tampines central. At night, almost everyone were still restless. Even when it was before 0530, people already started to walk about.

On the 2nd day, we moved out of the campus, to the neighbourhood for our station games. We ran around to shorten our travel time. Time flew. It was a performance session at night. I was quite looking forward to it at first, getting so nervous and such. Although it was screwed up for Fyrtho in the end, but it was still a process through. Hee. We had a crazy dance session where everyone was at our highest peak. The day ended much later and everyone again like the previous night, started to queue for our bath. It took an hour to bathe lol. After that we went to sleep, and next morning when we woke up, 4-5h had already passed. I guessed we were very tired? xD

This picture was taken on the 2nd night. GLs were performing. :D

3rd day was really the best. Maybe it was the last day? Nope, 'cos it was WET GAMES DAY! Everyone from my empire was really high. Heh! Upon the title given for the day, you should know what we did. ;) Nobody was dry when the activities were commenced on. But it was kinda sad when I lost my lanyard. In the evening, we were finally given our dear dry-fit camp tee to change on. After which, there was a farewell session for graduates, followed by the announcement that marked the end of the camp. :( I supposed everyone felt sad, and some really did cry. :(

Later, they had a gathering outside Tampines CPF building. I didn't went there with them, but later after I had a nice warm bath and left my camp stuff at home. :D I left them at 1210, walked to the bus interchange and realised all the buses I'm supposed to take stopped operation. Luckily, I thought of the bus-stop at Avenue 4 and took bus 21. To believe or not, from Bedok Reservoir, I walked back home. Took around 40min. It wasn't a good experience for a girl to walk alone outside in midnight. Omg I was so pro.

FOC rocks! ^^v

Anyway, this was one of the few alarms that rang on the 3rd day's morning while the sleeping hall was in silence. (The weird thing was, there wasn't a single phone alarm heard on the 2nd day morning) I thought it sounded good so I searched for it. By Fan Wei Qi, Wo Men De Ji Nian Ri.

This post was actually composed halfway after I got back from the gathering on Saturday night 14 April at 0208, and continued from this stated time.

Here are all the blogs for the different empires for FOC 2008.
Accion, Fyrhto, Komez, Phantos, Venos

2008-04-09T21:43:00.010+08:00

Woo! Thanks mei for helping me dabao the fried food out today! :D But I forgot to pay her as she was rushing for remedial after that. Sorry, I was late.
Yummy~

Went to PRSS yesterday for my 朝思暮想 de curry mian with Sam. She was there for laksa, but it was sold out. :P Well, I don't know if it's fortunate or unfortunate, she had a bowl of curry noodles, but instead of having what normal curry noodles should have, she had those extras of a laksa.

On the left is mine, right is Sam's.

I can even smell them now!
The drink stall uncle treated me and Sam with strawberry syrup juice each. Thanks uncle!

And upon wandering around in the school, we saw Ms S, and she is 2 months pregnant! Heee. And this reminds me of Ms N who had just given birth to a daughter. Grats both! Bless them with.. the best of the best!

Tomorrow's the day for TP's freshmen camp! Trust myself, I will enjoy it. :D
From 10th to 12th. Hmm, and it will be lesser days for me to wait for E to be back from his overseas trip. I want to thrash him at sushido again! :P

I found My Girl OST soundtrack the other day in a CD stall at TM. It costs about 23 bucks. Should I buy? -.- On the other hand, I saw this 33 dollars top from bossini. Love it at first sight but it's expensive.

Not to forget about this. I saw it when I was moving the noodles' picture to the computer. Taken at the pasar malam the other time; they had John Little promotional sales too.

Fabian was on sale! And for such a good price too! OMGOMGOMG!

2008-04-03T19:36:00.004+08:00

Hohoho. My ah gong was reading the papers around noon when he showed this to me.

Lian He Zao Bao: 03 April 3, 2008

PRSSCO is a multi-racial orchestra that clinched gold with honour medal for last year's SYF Central Judging. The two main students the article introduced were Sharir (malay), playing cello and Ye Chan (korean) from the percussion.

As quoted: Sharir said it didn't bother him much for not being a Chinese as his friends all speak English to him. Though the conductress only uses Chinese to conduct practices, he has friends who always do the translation for him. Sometimes the instructor uses Chinese that is so deep meaning that even the Chinese students don't understand. He said everyone set the target way before and worked hard towards their goal. Few days before the competition, they practised 3 times per week, from 2.30pm to 9pm. He even brought home his cello and practise it everyday, even if the practice ended late at 9pm.

Ye Chan personally thinks that traditional Chinese music and Korean music are similar. When he practised at home, his youger brother couldn't take the noise and hid his drum-sticks. However, he still continued to practise with chopsticks.

Quoting from Ms Cheng, she always told her students to immerse themselves into the music and as well as the process of performing instead of the prize. One minute on stage, but takes 10 years of practices. Only with the best effort put in comes with good results.

Alternative source:
http://www.zaobao.com/sp/sp080403_512.shtml

- That's all. Credit Fabian for doing the translation with me. :D

2008-04-01T21:51:00.006+08:00

Happy April Fool! x)

Applied for my new ezlink card. (:

Watched 881 with LT at her house. S and G came over to pass LT a cellphone when we just finished watching it.

Eeew. E didn't online to play sushido with me. Guess he really hates me for winning that lot of times. Too bad. :P

Visit B. K. 's online store! shoppah0lics.BS

2008-03-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

I had popcorns and coke for dinner!
Watched Rule #1 with LT and we purchased the new combo:
two movie tickets + 1 large-sized popcorn + 1 large drink
We finished the popcorn even before the show ended.
Heh heh heh.

Last day of the pasar malam.. :(

2008-03-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

LT and S is working at Junction 8 these two days, the same magazine subscriber job that Daphy and I were doing the other time. Feeling bored today, I went down to Bishan, the faraway land with no direct bus transport from my location, in the evening to find them. They made the same number of deals as us, 5 subscriptions two person for the whole day. Hahaha. This kind of job depends at least 80% on luck.

After they knocked off, we went Tampines pasar malam for snack. I called mine snack, but theirs was dinner. I had takoyaki while they had Ramily burger instead with soup. If not for the crowds at J8, we could have gotten our food there.

viwawa.com :D

2008-03-27T23:41:00.004+08:00

Takoyaki & Soup madness.
@ Tampines pasar malam! :P:P

Feeling lazy to update.
Heh heh heh.
I've got better things to do for whole of next week!
*claps*

Hope to better use the one last month of my holiday.
Anyone has recommendations on any volunteery work or something can intro me!
I totally have no idea on where to get one. =/

Poly stuff.
Done with the admission thingy. *Hope so*
No more TP trip for me until camp please.
Really looking forward to the camp and school opening. :)

Final DAE result out today.
And why is the entry requirements for NAFA so troublesome?

PS. I wish if I can open up my "golden mouth" and talk more. But I'm born that quiet. =="

2008-03-22T04:17:00.003+08:00

Went out the the c4-gang "yesterday" to Holland D [sad it's not holland V :(]. I haven't had a wink for tonight. Right until just now, I've been editing the layout over at our shared-blog after I had posted something for the day. It was supposed to be kind of BGR-based, but I changed the words and arrangement such that, the skin seems neutral now. At first, I thought of using these. Hahaha.

Seasons in the Sun
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=180826&action=Preview

Spongecakes
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=182655&action=Preview

Think twice before you eat
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Visit the blog!

2008-03-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

Fabian gave this link to me! The piece played was for SYF Competition 2005, but it was recorded during our CO's performance at VCH.
Thank goodness I didn't see myself.

长城随想曲

2008-03-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

happy birthday kendrick!
Glad that from today on I don't owe TP anything. Handed in my medical report with S at TP today. \(^-^)/ Meet up with the others later on. We took our lunch at a coffee shop right opposite of Bugis Junction. Just $3, I was given 6 fishballs and they are decent in sizes, good enough that they can be used to play pingpong. :P

PS: Poly faster start school.

2008-03-19T23:26:00.009+08:00

My legs are sore. x-x

Today, I tagged along Samantha, YS and a nice malay girl (what's her name..?) to Clarke Quay. CF introduced S a job and that she could bring some friends along to interview. The name of the restaurant is so special, only S could have remembered and pronounced it correctly. M-something-something Ramen. :P
Well, I took a picture of the shop name from the directory found on the wall. Lazy to upload it. And is there copyright to put the pic? D: I better not post it then.

First time I've been to Clarke Quay in my entire life. I bet even many tourists had been there already on the first day of their stay in Singapore. I am such a failure as as citizen. -.-

The songs of the Taiwanese drama which my family have been watching daily since the... past two years? Haven't end yet lol. Those two MVs below are the current opening and ending songs.

Oh wait, I'm suddenly reminded of another Taiwanese drama, but a more teen-based (偶像剧), which my sis and I finished watching a certain story from the drama. The drama has different stories with different subjects and casts at times. Only lead actors and actresses remain throughout, plus a few characters who are needed appeared randomly. That story is very touching. Shan't include a spoiler in this entry. Go find out on your own. The whole drama is fantastic. The show is Angel Lover, 天使情人.

雪中花

真爱只有你

2008-03-16T23:10:00.004+08:00

My dear nephew just went home from his 3-day stay here.
Enjoyed his accompany. ^^
We went Vivo with my friends yesterday and today to 3rd aunt's stall at the market place. Bought ice sticks and pops after that. It was so much fun!

And on the same day, my sis is back from her 3-day trip at Malaysia Genting.
She bought a packet of Famous Amos cookies for me. Alright, it's better than nothing. At least the cookies are crispy and delicious. :P

I sent in my envelopes for the poly admission on Friday. On the same day, my mom bought me converse bag and shoes and pants from Baleno [I paid for the pants when I reached home]. Today, my mom bought me a sleeveless coat and tee. Thanks mom! Actually I am wondering why she was so generous recently. =/

Watched the news just now and I got to know a type of new mental illness. I wondered if that was what I had a few years back. The symptoms were similar from what I encountered, depression was just part of it.

Last minute backed-out from Kendrick's chalet. So sorry, really don't feel like going during the evening.

2008-03-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

Reminded of this song when my sis was watching S-pop on Channel U. By Zhang Xin Zhe.

Guo Huo

Tai Xiang Ai Ni

Regret & failure are not the options. Making full use of what's left behind and to carry on.

The poly administrative thingy is confusing me. My cousin is coming over to help me with it tomorrow. Made an appointment, on next Wednesday. Guess it'll be a good date because I get enough time to lose weight in case they take my height and weight over there. =x
*Please don't, `cos I don't know if my plan of slimming down will be successful or not.

I'm kind of addicted to kdrama My Girl's songs. I want to save up for the soundtrack!

2008-03-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

My 4th job which lasted for two days ended today. It's quite alright actually, got to meet different kinds of people. Of course, I hated those who ignored me. But I do try to make full use of the smiles and thank yous I've had received to brighten up my day as well. :D Oh ya, I missed this piece of info out. The job is like a promoter, for the Vanilla magazine. Only Daphne and I were left to tend the stall. It wasn't really a good location from what we should say, as it's a favourite spot for smokers. Throughout the whole of two days we had been breathing in 2nd-hand smoke. I have this question: Why do people smoke? And on the first day, there was this scorching sun which nearly grilled us.

We didn't really know what are we supposed to do for the job. Yesterday which was the first day, we were so enthusiastic, being the initiatives and tried to promote. And obviously, we were rejected that many times. Our sales didn't go any better than today, where we just sat down on the chairs, feeling lifeless waiting for any potential customers who were looking at our displayed stuff. The polluted air made things worse for us.

Nothing interesting happened yesterday. Two of us only did 5 subscriptions for the whole day, the sale of a few magazines were consolating, but we don't earn from them. For today, we didn't count how many subscriptions we made, but I guess it should be 5-6. The initiatives didn't prove much difference right? And it do seem a total waste of effort.

A very brief one here. For today, there's two more person which I'll always be reminded of whenever I go Plaza Sing next time. The abnormal-behaving guy who appeared in the morning and the auntie who came to sell us food during the evening. Not going to further on these. And there was two very polite jap guy who were asking for directions to Clarke Quay. Some complications happened during the later period of time when we were about to knock off.

2008-03-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

I found a good place to watch k.drama My Girl!
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/339064/

Went to PRSS today, found out that QH and a few juniors are flying to China for the CO exchange.
一路顺风！

Off watching My Girl! xD

2008-03-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

Heard this song when S, LT and YS went into the room for interview.
I heard "Bye Bye Bye" too, but prefer this. By `N Sync. :)

It's Gonna Be Me (oh, yeah)

You might've been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen them all come and go (ooooh)
I remember you told, me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why

Chorus:
Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
Guess what, it's gonna be me

You've got no choice, babe
But to move on,and you know
There ain't no time to waste,
You're just
Too blind, to see
But in the end you know it's gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why

Chorus:
Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody(somebody)
Guess what, it's gonna be me
It's gonna be me (eeaeayeh)
Hoo yeah yeah

Bridge:
There comes a day
When I'll be the one
You'll see
It's gonna, gonna, gonna, gonna
It's gonna be me

All that I do
Is not enough for you
I dont wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When you finally (finally)
You get to love
Guess what, guess what (guess what)

Chorus:
Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you (for you babe)
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (love)
Guess what,guess what, it's gonna be me

Every little thing I do(hoooo.. yeah)
Never seems enough for you (for you)
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody
Guess what, it's gonna be me

2008-02-29T22:55:00.003+08:00

Today is a special day!
`cos it's 29th of February. :)
I wanna watch The Leap Years too. Someone treat me to the movie!

I just noticed that my watch doesn't have this date 29th while I was on the phone with HP on my way home. Anyway, today is the first day of my 3rd job, which last for 3 days and I'm working with Isalina. In case you're curious, it's at Singapore Expo NATAS Fair. Omigosh, and our foot are freaking pain and sore. One down two more days to go. ENDURE!

We saw Ms Lai [my sec 3 POA teacher], two malay famous chefs [I didn't know them, but Isalina told me so], an older lady who sometimes acts for Mediacorp and Moses Lim. Lol. We walked around the fair for countless times and remembered seeing his face printed somewhere for a travel agency, and right there we suddenly saw the real person. Then the VIPs - Daphne and a guy who was her classmate in 4/5. They were working at the Mediacorp Publishing booth. I'm curious. What does the magazines got to do with the fair? =/

Isalina and I got two packets of Gold Kili's Osmanthus Green Tea too. Alright, I'm promoting for the company here. MUST TRY! Listen to Joan's advice goes no wrong. :D

I'll stop here. Going off to play audition with Fabian. xD

2008-02-28T15:53:00.003+08:00

JAE Appeal Results out!
Successfully appealed into TP BZE. Made up my mind to stick to it.
So, bye NP IT.
However, I'll keep look-out for extra computing lessons in the future.
That settles everything.

In that way, even if I can't take the java stuff, I can still back-out.
But if I take it as a poly course, I'll suffer not only my academic.
BZE is much more practical.

Happy Birthday Lynette!
though you aren't here to see this. :)

2008-02-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday LT. :D

2008-02-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

I've been looking for this song for at least a decade. Thanks YS for giving me the name of the song. I actually prefer the last version.

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You by George Benson.

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You by Leeds.

Nothing's Gonna change My Love For You by Glenn Medeiros.

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
And with you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

2008-02-25T23:57:00.008+08:00

I'm kind of messed up.
Forget it.
Went Hougang Mall with YS, and we bought LT's birthday present - a pair of earrings and a pouch. And we each bought an identical pendant/ring to wear. Next, we meet up with the others and watched "L Change the World". At first I didn't feel like watching it, but no complains now. :D

Few days ago I happened to saw this guy [middle] on the news, somehow giving personal opinions on the L movie.

Compare with the guy also in the middle. Hahaha, you should get what I mean.

I like this character too. She had a strong character.

Just happened to find her older picture. By the way, she is known as Mayuko Fukuda.
Pretty right? ;D

I found these pictures using the google search.
Read on the movie synopsis at http://www.encorefilms.com/L.html

2008-02-21T15:34:00.004+08:00

Suddenly have the urge to post this while chatting with YY at msn. I was making my final correction to the appeal, because I didn't feel so right about NP's Envir & Water Tech. And thank goodness to YY. Now that I've decided to give up on enrolling in - there was only 40 places available in that course. So currently my first appeal choice is TP's BZE and second choice as SP's Chem Process Tech - the course Cass is in. Because both intakes are quite high so I decided to try, since I am okay with them. Both COP is 18, so I'm praying hard to get in. I'm giving up my current course because, the intake is way too high, if I add the intakes of the five polys together. This is the website for 2008 poly intake.
http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/polyguide/Guide.aspx?id=Intake

This is the reason why RP courses' COP are always so high - a result of high intake.

& Happy Birthday Fabian!