Okay, I've got a tiny bit of decent results to get into a poly, though it isn't that decent at all.
I'm not going to talk about it here. Spoils appetite, haha. What I'm going to add on is that, most of the results came out unexpected, miraculously better or just simply worse that what I had expected.
Gonna take a rest for today. I plan to spend the whole of tomorrow looking through courses, doing research, and the day after tomorrow to make the final decision.
I admit I'm not in very fantastic mood recently. So, don't try to test my patience.
1st - My group of close friends went out to find a job without asking me along. And they didn't even bother to clear the misunderstandings. Alright, I'm not that kind of petty person who bear grudges.
2nd - I screamed at an online good friend of mine, using words. Those caplocks, I mean. The first thing he switched on the computer was to sign in his msn and typed to me. While I had other windows on, I replied him only a few minutes later. I thought, if he was waiting for my reply or something. Because last time when I replied his messages later, he would keep typing non-stop only until I replied, complaining that I was very slow or what-so-ever, sometimes even irritate me with nudging. Then, he would tell me to stop what I was doing to chat with him. Very big boss right?
Anyway, I'll continue with what happened a moment ago. After I replied his message, I was waiting for him to further on. But even after I talked to a few more persons, he didn't. Okay, let's say he was mapling. After a while, he told me to wait for him because his dad wanna use. He wanted me to "share my story", which supposingly was to talk about the results, blah. For one time, he signed in and out telling me his dad wanna use. Wth. He claimed he wanted to listen to me, that was why he off maple, which just happened the time that his dad wanted to use.
If he really wants to listen to me, why was he mapling in the first place? And that guy made me sound like I was in the wrong, using phrases like "you don't believe me" blah blah, "you never feel". Hey please, mind your word usage appropriateness and language. It's not a matter of to believe or not to. YOU were mapling for quite some time, and just happened when you off the game your dad wanted you to hand the computer over. Then, it became my fault that I got pissed off and don't want to talk to you.
The main problem here: You always want me to follow your rhythm, but you never do the same to me.
3rd - Three persons in a msn chatroom - me, LT and JH. LT already asked me out tomorrow because she's going to get work-off. JH didn't know, so he asked LT if she got off tomorrow. She replied yes. Then he asked her if she would want to go out with him and some Edmund because they're going to discuss about making the choices. [Told by that slowpoke JH that, he hadn't read about meeting together at LT's house for discussion which I suggested earlier.]
Not feeling good too, I replied with dots and left the room. I screamed at JH with words again when he msn-ed me later on. Okay, I'm sorry about that. -.- On normal days when I'm feeling high, probably I would ask,"Hey! Whatcha trying to do? Trying to fight my LT with me, huh? Or finding an excuse to ask her out? ;D" But unfortunately, I ain't in the mood.
Just read what I have here. You're not me so don't try to teach me how to feel or to think better.
