Didn't feel good for the whole of this week. But sure, this coming days will be better, right? :) I have to myself stay positive, I really don't want my mood to affect anyone, which always seem to be the case.
Sorry G, for sending you those emotional messages. Anyway, I'm going to practise this habit of turning off my phone whenever I'm at home but only to turn it on for the alarm to work every morning. Reason wise is to control my usage, and partly 'cause I don't think much people need to contact me all the time, right? Isolating whenever possible. Can I not go school if I choose not to?
Term tests are around the corner. But I still have lots of things that I don't understand. I want to work hard but I don't have the will. Where is the enthusiasm I've had at the start of school? Gone, just after a month. I'm so dead meat.
And it's been a month. I still don't feel belonged to. Maybe this is the reason. I see Samantha, YS and Huiping all happily attend school everyday. I'm envious. Well, just get things right is what I'm needed to. I don't know. I don't want to care either.
I'm not going to blog much nowadays as I'm still coping with my school work. -.- No time for other stuff. *wink* Getting so restless already. T-T
Goals and wishes for this week. - I hope me and friends whom I met on the Friday tryout night will all get into PC. I really like the CCA lol. Many years of on-stage is motivating me to get the experience of becoming a backstage crew. :) - And then, I hope my class to be more bonded, not in cliques here and there. - Better understanding of all my school work. I won't lose out! ;D Everyone must work hard too! - No more worry about what to wear to school everyday! - Everyday to be cooling like these two days. - More takoyaki and soup!
Last but not least, Happy Mommys' Day! :D:D
I bought a tee-shirt for my mom at I.P.zone with LT's accompany last night. More for my style, but I guess my mom should okay with it. =x
