I know the title sounds ridiculous, but I evolved into a human-snail for today.
Very tired and didn't sleep enough. Few things happened.

One. I had my name recorded for wearing slippers to compprog class. But seriously, I don't feel like wearing covered shoes. The lower part of my body feels so sore and tired from yesterday's work. I told mdm and she understood my problem, but she couldn't give me an exception because I don't have a mc or doctor's letter. LOL. Never mind.

Two. I skipped math lecture. Intended to do some self-revision myself at the usual hideout but, well. My plans never work, or someone will just get something for me to do at the last minute. What to do?

Finally bought my Qmtd book from Sam. Time for real business! D=<
Most engr students get a high three-point-something-something whereas mine barely make it. I don't know how the calculations work. I tried the method I was told during Qmtd lecture, but what I got was 2.83 GPA. Weird.

They had a second round of interview, but ML didn't turn up. He was promised another day. :)

I tried to contact Mr Lo whole day in school to inform him about CCN but to no avail. I guess I'll drop him an email after this.

Better stop here now. No time for this.

In the end, I still went for the interview...
I did walked to the place on my own accord, but I didn't want to enter the room.
Everything was captured in the security camera. -.-
Bravo.
Okay lah, so what am I supposed to do now?
A bit uneasy, don't know why.
*forget it forget it*
Got a new 'S' shirt (finally) and I have to create a new email (again, it'll be my fourth).

I have work later! Omggg.
I promised myself not to work for at least two weeks.
If I don't start revision, I will be one unit/chapter lag behind.
I still want to pull up my GPA leh.

There was some band thingy at plaza yesterday afternoon.
I saw him when I was at the far end of the crowd but I didn't went up to say hi.
How am I suppose to talk to him?

I don't just do things for the sake of doing. I think I always give in my best to do what I am assigned to, whether I like it or not. Therefore, I may lack the interest which motivates me to work even better on that something. It's very seldom that I'll reject it, because I think that I should at least try.

But now, I think it's a wishful thinking. Since I don't even do as well as I think I can, so why not just pass on the job to others who is definitely up to task. Give them the chances instead and stop being the obstacle.

I typed the above few days ago. That was how I thought, and how I think right now. I really really don't know if I should go for the interview tomorrow. A part of me is telling myself that I can't take up responsibilities, or I'm afraid to do so. I can get stressed up easily even for the smallest little thing.

Eric came over to TP for lunch. Yes, I purposely emphasize on that. And he's so nice, giving me a notebook as my belated birthday present. It's very belated, I know. But it's still something. :D

Had Sociology lecture with -ina and Nad. Hoho. I've got accompany. :D Supposed to buy jeans with LT after school but that gal pangseh-ed me for the 2nd time. *claps* She's my one and only friend who do this to me.

Came home and heard from my ah ma that her eldest brother had just passed away.
Ah ma don't sad...

I'm generally quite happy today, other than the fact that I think I've got some miscommunication with bro. Whenever he's not nice to me, it spoils my entire day.

A week had passed by yet I still haven't totally switch myself back to study mode. For this sem, almost all the modules are business-related, except PSPS and CompProg. Oh freak, I hope I can really do very well. And as I had written previously, I am taking Sociology as CDS. I don't think I learnt enough, based on the fact that I failed humanities for Os. But actually, I kind of like it from a different approach earlier on when I put it on top of my choicelist, even amazingly, the first.

Super good thing. All my tutors and lecturers are nice people. HAHA. :P Don't feel envious. Though I am really apologetic each time when I feel sleepy during their lessons.. =x Well well, but as you and I, we all know, I am such a good student. It's needless to say that I still kept awake throughout!

These few days are too much cooling, and folks - never go to school without a jacket/sweater/windbreaker, okay?

Bought Sociology textbook today. For Q.method, I haven't make up my mind whether to purchase senior's 2nd hand book which is the older edition from club room, or simply get the new one from bookshop. The new one costs 41 bucks though. And one more question: Should I sell my busfund textbook?

It rained for almost the whole day, cooling even without a fan. xD

A lot more books to buy for classes. I'm prepared to start sewing the holes in my pockets. ^^v

During CGINT today, they made a new appointment of the the 3 class committee. WY is the treasurer, KY being the ACR, and lastly, I don't understand why they chose a sotong to be the class rep. She never get anything right lol - and that's me. Upcoming's CCN day and now I am supposed to get an overall discussion with the class on what to do on that day. Should get it going soon, reply to CP by next week.

Feeling a bit stressed up. Can't continue to work anymore, and since I don't feel as good working there as I did after last Saturday's incident. Really want to get committed to studies, school and PC.

Back-to-School yesterday! Things went better than I thought, at least I was never alone. :)

Arrived in school early morning to register for CDS, and I received the reply on the same night. Sociology! Hoho.

It's only the 2nd day of school and we already have 3 projects on hand. Still in doubts on how to start though. I'm starting to miss my holidays. T_T There's lot of books to be bought too, money and lots of money.. Econs book already costs me $38.30 and I have yet to purchase Q.mtd's. Oh, and E.Math2 which I bought earlier.

To reveal, week 5, in November will be a busy week. =x

Okay, shall end here. Having quite a lousy mood thus can't think of anything to type.
Good luck to all O-level students!

Sorry, I really don't know why I behaved like that.. I'm so angry with myself. No idea what to do now..

I just visited an ex-schoolmate's blog. Kinda envious of him. Everything seemed smooth and as planned. Most importantly, simple and worry-free. Its like, everyday's funfilled and excitement awaits. He is positive, social and outgoing. He has got the quality and everything that a person would like to have.

I want to be like him too. Can I?

I must be crazy.

Woke up early to accompany my mom for breakfast at the market. Nothing better to do now so I come here to write this. Feel like going out later so badly but no one to shop with me. T-T

I'm trying to recall the songs that was played on a company's Tuesday's anniversary dinner. They were very familiar, those songs that are usually played in school during events. I've heard them quite a number of times. However, can't remember any words or tune. I have the urge to hear them again but I can do nothing about it.

I can never finish with my revision given current's condition. Either I've to work, or I'm wasting every bit of time. Perhaps it's still better to work. Shifting concentration to something, thus my mind won't go wild.

* The following events are dated 07 October as it had just past 12.

It was kind of smooth at work. Instead of those usual wedding dinner, it is a company's anniversary dinner. No rush, no cram.

Bumped into dino pretty lots of times during work, but I guess I was a bit cold towards him. As usual, he called me by the nickname he gave me but I didn't bother to respond. Maybe it was because his girlfriend was present, so I didn't want to be too nice in case of misunderstandings. I may be thinking too much, but no matter how nice a person is, upon seeing your own dear one having some good time with another person, it doesn't feel good right?

My left hand's little finger feels funny. I compared with the one on my right, and I thought it's a bit out of place, or it's swollen. Auntie Lily tried to made it feel better, though it didn't.

Shiawase Neiro - ORANGE RANGE


I spoke very little. Something's up in my mind, but I can't really figure them out.

And, what the heck does this announcement mean?



... Didn't we already submit our application during the June term break? -.-
Some wise people, please show me guidance.

Today and tomorrow are OFF days! Woots. Must finish up Mr Lok's chapter 2 revision soon.

Shopped with mom at TM yesterday. She couldn't wear alot of the clothes as she said the sleeves are pretty tight for her. But in the end, she managed to buy a purple top. At least, its not a wasted trip.

Then, I made a trip to school to meet other four persons to discuss on the chalet. I admit I didn't contribute much ideas as my brain wasn't functioning well. -.- We went to Pasir Ris to find WH and to look at the chalet entrance - walked a big round when we could have gotten there easier. x)

Had dinner at the ehub Nihon Mura branch and slacked with bro after his work. Finally, I get to play at the two new playgrounds. Hoho. ^^v

Happened to watch a very old Chinese drama last night. This is the ending song.

Yong Yuan Yong Yuan - Li Yi Jun


- What do you mean by the last few times? I dare not ask further.

It was the first time I've stayed for turnover. Worked from 2pm to 3am yesterday, and I've only slept for about 5h till just now. Couldn't sleep anymore. -.- I'm still active mentally now but no strength to do anything. Sores on my feet and arms from walking and carrying heavy stuff whole day. I prefer doing set-ups and clear-ups than the function itself. I have no idea how to do my job well. The manager's so professional when I saw him demostrating. Haha. Anyway, something cropped me and J up last night when we partnered. Well, blame no one but myself. Avoid such problems to happen again.

Boo me. T_T
Only two more weeks of holidays to go, and I'm still working more than what I planned initially. I haven't been revising math recently and finish reading my many storybooks too. Hmm, maybe I can stay back after school everyday? =/

I really really don't know what I want.

Today's a public holiday to everyone, but it makes no difference to me. HAHA. =x Everyday except working days are like this: boooredd T-T I want to go to school! After this weekend I'll be rich again. Hoho. Gonna plan what to buy. =/

Oh, speaking of planning, I just thought of the pc chalet. Nobody's discussing anything about it yet. I think I'll just make a list for those to-gets first..

Going to school tomorrow to disturb Mr Lok again. I'm feeling so bad, kept pestering him even though he's busy.

Was out to slack with LT yesterday. I bought a white watch at suntec, and we watched "Connected" at BJ. The movie's not bad. After this, we took train to White Sands and bumped into Sam and Gina. Hoho. Drank the ice-blended coffee at Yat Kun Kaya. :P Will be planning a gathering to Nihon Mura for the girls soon.

Happy Birthday YY!

Did this quiz from Mon's blog.

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.