I don't just do things for the sake of doing. I think I always give in my best to do what I am assigned to, whether I like it or not. Therefore, I may lack the interest which motivates me to work even better on that something. It's very seldom that I'll reject it, because I think that I should at least try.

But now, I think it's a wishful thinking. Since I don't even do as well as I think I can, so why not just pass on the job to others who is definitely up to task. Give them the chances instead and stop being the obstacle.

I typed the above few days ago. That was how I thought, and how I think right now. I really really don't know if I should go for the interview tomorrow. A part of me is telling myself that I can't take up responsibilities, or I'm afraid to do so. I can get stressed up easily even for the smallest little thing.

Eric came over to TP for lunch. Yes, I purposely emphasize on that. And he's so nice, giving me a notebook as my belated birthday present. It's very belated, I know. But it's still something. :D

Had Sociology lecture with -ina and Nad. Hoho. I've got accompany. :D Supposed to buy jeans with LT after school but that gal pangseh-ed me for the 2nd time. *claps* She's my one and only friend who do this to me.

Came home and heard from my ah ma that her eldest brother had just passed away.
Ah ma don't sad...

I'm generally quite happy today, other than the fact that I think I've got some miscommunication with bro. Whenever he's not nice to me, it spoils my entire day.