Hahaha.
I feel like a failure.
Can't do much in projects.
Labs and tests all cannot do.
Don't know how to communicate with people well; seeing them greet each other with such warming welcome. I can only stand aside and see, full of envy.
When I felt cold and lonely, no one was there.
And there's just three person I missed so much.
No longer there.
One dead, the other two are no better than that.
The fact that they are still present around make me suffocate and feel even lonelier.
I only know to walk away when I see them.
I don't know what to do.
Even though at times I keep mumbling to myself their names, I know they won't come by my side.
